With the tears in my eyes I have this fear.. This fear that your not coming back, that I’ll never see you again. That.. Your just going to disappear. Its the way you look at mee with those gorgeous greyish blue eyes of yours, they just draw me in closer and closer, ouufff does it ever drive mee crazy! When you hold mee tight in your arms, I can feel every breath you take, and every move that you make. And when we would lay together on your bed I’d lay my head on your chest, close my eyes and just listen, just listen to your heart beat. I could lay there and listen all day long. I’d come over whenever you asked and that smile on your face when I walked through the door.. I miss that smile, that’s the smile that I love to see, That I want to see. And when you would open your hand out to mine Id instantly run up and lock my fingers with yours. That gave mee the feeling that your there to stay, to protect mee if anything were to happen, and that your the only one that I could be with, because it just felt like it was meant to be.. it felt perfect. Or when we’d just sit there and talk we could talk all day all the time. I miss coming over. I miss seeing your face all day. I love your smile, youve got that super cute corky smile. You can make mee laugh so easily, Im ALWAYS happy when im with you. Your the reason why im always smiling. When we would go to places around the city the funny things youd say and do just always made mee wanna stay in that moment forever! Even when I slept over id just wannt lay there beside you not wanting to move. Youve made mee one of the happiest people around!! I hate not being with you, not being able to kiss you, and not being able to hold your hand. I miss it. I miss us. )’: